Remedial  Vedic Astrology Readings

Let me tell you a story...

Ive always been a deeply spiritual person.

I was obsessed with mysticism, ancient Egypt, symbolism, and nature as long as I can remember. However, I was born into a ridged Catholic ancestory. I was the black sheep of the family, the youngest, the ugly duckling. Little did I know the karma passed down to me was put on my shoulders to clean and purify. It was no easy task.  I had a lot of upheaval in my childhood, born into what we call "Rahu Mahadasha." A highly inauspicious placement.

 I know... not sexy at all. I struggled with many implications and what seemed highly unfair for a child to go through.

When I was nineteen I left home after living a year in Rome going to an Art institute. I was highly depressed and couldn't seem to understand how this life thing works. I moved to Los Angeles and was dropped off at the Kundalini yoga school, "Golden Bridge" where celebrities like Russell Brand, Demi More, and Drew Berrimore frequented the highly popular Yoga classes and I saw them often.

I took my first TTC here and had a very powerful life changing experience and devoted my life to following this path for a few years.

 I slowly started to see a lot of hypocrisy in the spiritual community and again I fell into an identity crisis not knowing who I was in the midsts of life. I moved to Hawaii and rode a bicycle around the largest Island in the chain called "Big Island." Stopping in a particular small town I found a little pendant in a Tibetan shop I had never seen before.

I bought it and continued my journey to Puna, the small hippy oasis at the end of the earth, a town named Pahoa which means Dagger in Hawaiian language.

Inspired, I made a crown with beads and this small Tibetan Pendant I still didn't know the name of and went to my first ever Exctatic Dance in a little shack on the lava jungle.

After the dance one Rasta brother comes to me and asks if I know what it is.

I said no, and he said its called a "double Dorje."

from that point on I went down a portal of Tibetan Buddhism for 7 years devoting every inch of my being to the highest teachings and rigors of rituals following a renowned Lama, deeply devoted to my spiritual practice I was still met with all the same personality defects and socio economic problems Ive always faced being imbibed with the specific karmas of a immigrant Irish girl would face like hereditary self flagellation, low self esteem, vocal curses, and the witch stigma.

I desired so deeply to embody the teachings to be a marvelous Dakini! I locked myself in isolation for most of my twenties doing non stop prostrations, offerings, chanting, and counting endless mantras remembering them all by heart.

By the time I was 27 I was the perfect candidate to marry the reincarnation of the mystical Lama who's teachings I started practicing when I was 21.

I started to get an insider view of the Hierarchy, the patriarchy and the dark side of the Tibetan Buddhist cult and how deformed its structures had actually become.

In the teachings of Jigme Lingpa's Treasury of precious qualities it is stated; that if one enters a space, a dharma center, a monastery at first all will praise you, and slowly the dramas of life will wear away the sheen of novelty and criticism will start to creep in.

That's why the job of a yogi is to never stay too long.

Like the wind I fled, I left Buddhism, I left my practices mostly. Still guiltily practiced sometimes with little results and always a lot of lingering shame I was not a better practitioner. The puritanical guilt was the same from the Catholicism transferred over to a cool new form of Tantric Buddhism. Where all is mystical: but we arnt suppose to talk about it, or you are deemed crazy. Again lots of spiritual bypassing and narcissistic personalities running wild, drunk, and rampant in the Western "Dharma centers." (aka drama centers)

A few years went by, I returned to my Hatha yoga practices and studied with renowned bhramins in the Himalayas and incredible yogis in ashrams of Mysore.

I prayed that one day I would be healed of my personality disorder and depression. something that always seemed to be constantly lingering.

An anxiety that never would leave me in peace.

One dark and creepy Goan monsoon night while leaving a friends house in the off season there were many migrant workers and Dalits passing through and the air was heavy with pain staking hardship .

 I had been fasting or was not smoking for some time trying to purify myself as always.

I boomed a chilum and left the premises on the back of a scooter.

It was rainy and wet. Something didn't feel right. I had already been going through many series of unfortunate events, financial loss, miscommunication, deep mental struggle.

As we were driving I get the feeling that someone is watching me. In fact I knew there was something watching me, it whispered in my mind.

As soon as I have this thought the drunk man on the scooter in front of us stopped and turns to look his bloodshot eyes directly into mine. I got shivers all over and thought to myself oh no this can't be ... why why why ....

I get a very bad feeling all over, and I suppose I started to pass out because I can't remember so much what happened. We crossed the small local bridge with rushing water underneath and I was trying my best to hold onto my partner. I thought I would make it home.

In the center of a crossroads there was burning fires along the road set by locals trying to clear the leaves. My body did a complete 180 degree turn upside down landing completely on the top of my head.

Something so unnatural it scares me to think about it. As soon as I hit the ground with the top of my head I felt embarrassed for not being conscious; a sensation I often get when I pass out. So, I immediately regained consciousness and jumped up stating, "I'm Fine!" with an overly confidant discernment, bloody abrasion on my head and gravel on my swollen face. My partner absolutely shocked just wanted to get me home. All I saw was many burning fires all around me and an old man with a cane in a loin cloth on the opposite side of the road. Still to this day I don't know if he was real or the legendary mystical creature of the village.

It just so happened I had frequented an Ayurvedic doctor an hour away that was next to the dentist my parter was going to.

I explained to him the nature of the situation and he said that in Ayurveda there are some things that can be cured through health and medicine and some things are more profound and deeper than that, intrinsic. The nature of my case he suggested I see a pundit who could look at my astrological chart and help me heal through certain rituals and remedies specific to my stars and planetary alignments.

Indeed, I started a long process that would ensure a beautiful healing process and deeper understanding of certain aspects of my inherent lineage karmas.

I understood more about Buddhism and how the practices I had been doing were upsetting the retinue of wrathful and malicious spirits who were not being given the right offerings and that according to my chart these Dieties should be never practiced. They are not beneficial to my path and I needed to redirect myself to pujas that would enhance and alleviate the ancestral karmas that were afflicting me.

I started the removal of certain samskaras through specific grains, gourds, and coal. All elements that had specific meanings. During this time I felt a heaviness of intoxicating influence over my mind which was fragile and vulnerable. As if it was not my own. The first several times I made mistakes in the rotations or specific orders and would have to go back and do the arduous rituals over again.

Over time I got it right. I started to feel the spirits leave and be appeased with the offerings.

I started the prescribed stotrams and simple every day rituals that taught me about substance and correlation to planets and dieties and how to evoke them.

I slowly and surly started to regain my sovereignty over my life force and was introduced to healing modalities and avenues that ensured further growth.

I began to be happy again. To see more success in my personal life and business. left the things that were harming me and understood the deeply rooted trauma that was blocking my clarity. Still I am doing these pujas every day and gain a true sense of awakening that I never had with other spiritual practices. Long lasting effects and simple awakening to my higher powers through the channeling and devotion to sattvic Dieties who are peaceful and truly are capable to awaken my true nature.

I am forever grateful to the Pundits who guided me in this time and helped me learn in a very visceral way the nature of remedial Astrology.

along with self study, deep inquiry, and further courses I feel deeply called to aid others in directing guidance that may be beneficial if one sincerely activates the perceptive medicines in the correct manner, over time there will be miraculous results.